Xiang Nei Shengzhang

Kanji	向内生长
Romaji	Xiang Nei Sheng Zhang
English	Ingrown
Original Artist	JUSF周存
Source	Vocaloid (Luo Tianyi) song by JUSF周存
Original Video URL	https://www.bilibili.com/video/av382768

Medleys that use this song

• Bilibili's 10th anniversary

Lyrics

Chinese	Pinyin	English
她的手指全部都向内生长	Tā de shǒuzhǐ quánbù dōu xiàng nèi shēngzhǎng	Her fingers all grow facing inwards
直到掌心湿润无比浸满鲜血	Zhídào zhǎngxīn shīrùn wúbǐ jìn mǎn xiānxiě	Until her palms are drenched with blood
也没有人告诉骨骼不要作响	Yě méiyǒu rén gàosu gǔgé bùyào zuò xiǎng	And no one told her bones not to creak
撕咬舔舐咀嚼吞咽	Sī yǎo tiǎn shì jǔjué tūnyàn	Biting, licking, chewing, and swallowing
所以看吧这不过就是一场闹剧	Suǒyǐ kàn ba zhè bùguò jiùshì yī chǎng nàojù	So look, this is but a farce
直到最后结束时都无人叹息	Zhídào zuìhòu jiéshù shí dōu wú rén tànxí	Until the end comes no one may breathe a sigh
只有命运还在震惊不肯相信	Zhǐyǒu mìngyùn hái zài zhènjīng bù kěn xiāngxìn	Only Fate is still shocked and disbelieving
其实悲伤早已死去	Qíshí bēishāng zǎoyǐ sǐqù	Really sadness has long since died
风吹动她的窗帘	Fēng chuī dòng tā de chuānglián	Blowing wind shifts her curtains
多么完整的躯壳	Duōme wánzhěng de qūké	Such an utterly whole shell
手抚上烫金的书面	Shǒu fǔ shàng tàngjīn de shūmiàn	Her hand stroking a gilded book cover
刺痛驹隙间传遍	Cì tòng jū xì jiān chuán biàn	Prickling pain spreads like a shadow
动脉中谁在歌唱	Dòngmài zhōng shuí zài gēchàng	Who is singing in the arteries?
一声声响彻心扉	Yīshēng shēng xiǎng chè xīnfēi	Cry upon cry resounds through the heart
冲撞开隔阂以后	Chōngzhuàng kāi géhé yǐhòu	After breaking through the barriers
是不是只剩原罪	Shì bùshì zhǐ shèng yuánzuì	Is there nothing left but the original sin?
上呼吸道在收缩	Shàng hūxīdào zài shōusuō	The throat and nose contract
窒息已不可避免	Zhìxí yǐ bùkě bìmiǎn	Suffocation is already unavoidable
为了逃离这个世界	Wèile táolí zhège shìjiè	In order to get away from this world
再卑贱也要出演	Zài bēijiàn yě yào chūyǎn	Performing, no matter how lowly
灰白色铺满地面	Huībáisè pù mǎn dìmiàn	The ground is coated in ashen
如同呕吐的胃液	Rútóng ǒutù de wèiyè	Stomach acid just like vomit
腐蚀了泪的痕迹	Fǔshíle lèi de hénjī	Corroded the remnants of tears
铸就了她的一切	Zhùjiùle tā de yīqiè	And forged her entirety
她的手指全部都向内生长	Tā de shǒuzhǐ quánbù dōu xiàng nèi shēngzhǎng	Her fingers all grow facing inwards
直到掌心湿润无比浸满鲜血	Zhídào zhǎngxīn shīrùn wúbǐ jìn mǎn xiānxiě	Until her palms are drenched with blood
也没有人告诉骨骼不要作响	Yě méiyǒu rén gàosu gǔgé bùyào zuò xiǎng	And no one told bones not to creak
撕咬舔舐咀嚼吞咽	Sī yǎo tiǎn shì jǔjué tūnyàn	Biting, licking, chewing, and swallowing
所以看吧这不过就是一场闹剧	Suǒyǐ kàn ba zhè bùguò jiùshì yī chǎng nàojù	So look, this is but a farce
直到最后结束时都无人叹息	Zhídào zuìhòu jiéshù shí dōu wú rén tànxí	Until the end comes no one may breathe a sigh
只有命运还在震惊不肯相信	Zhǐyǒu mìngyùn hái zài zhènjīng bù kěn xiāngxìn	Only Fate is still shocked and disbelieving
其实悲伤早已死去	Qíshí bēishāng zǎoyǐ sǐqù	Really sadness has long since died
剥开了灰色皮肤	Bō kāile huīsè pífū	Strip open gray skin
显现出黑色血肉	Xiǎnxiàn chū hēisè xiěròu	Displaying black flesh
凑上了嘴唇去吮吸	Còu shàngle zuǐchún qù shǔnxī	Bringing lips to suck
那味道甘甜无比	Nà wèidào gāntián wúbǐ	Tasting incomparably sweet
嗫嚅着他的话语	Nièrúzhe tā de huàyǔ	Whispering his words
食道上唾液挂壁	Shídào shàng tuòyè guà bì	Saliva hangs off the walls of his throat
紧紧按住了胸膛	Jǐn jǐn àn zhùle xiōngtáng	Pressing down tightly on her chest
心脏你不要淘气	Xīnzàng nǐ bùyào táoqì	Heart, don't you dare act up
牙龈第一个腐烂	Yáyín dì yī gè fǔlàn	The gums are the first to rot
铁锈味充满口腔	Tiěxiù wèi chōngmǎn kǒuqiāng	The taste of rust fills the mouth
舌尖萎缩到了喉咙	Shéjiān wěisuō dàole hóulóng	And the tongue shrinks into the throat
丧失了所有心情	Sàngshīle suǒyǒu xīnqíng	Losing all feeling
灰白色铺满地面	Huībáisè pù mǎn dìmiàn	The ground is ash-white
如同呕吐的胃液	Rútóng ǒutù de wèiyè	Like regurgitated stomach acid
腐蚀了泪的痕迹	Fǔshíle lèi de hénjī	Corroded traces of tears
铸就了她的一切	Zhùjiùle tā de yīqiè	And forged her entirety
她的眼珠全部都向内生长	Tā de yǎnzhū quánbù dōu xiàng nèi shēngzhǎng	Her eyes all grow facing inwards
直到眼眶湿润无比浸满鲜血	Zhídào yǎnkuàng shīrùn wúbǐ jìn mǎn xiānxiě	Until her eye sockets are drenched with blood
也没有人告诉血管不要作响	Yě méiyǒu rén gàosu xiěguǎn bùyào zuò xiǎng	And no one told veins not to creak
撕咬舔舐咀嚼吞咽	Sī yǎo tiǎn shì jǔjué tūnyàn	Biting, licking, chewing, and swallowing
所以这样才能见到神经交错	Suǒyǐ zhèyàng cáinéng jiàn dào shénjīng jiāocuò	So only in this way can we see the nerves interlace
明白为何自己曾经如此落寞	Míngbái wèihé zìjǐ céngjīng rúcǐ luòmò	Understanding why I was always so lonely
只有命运还在震惊不肯相信	Zhǐyǒu mìngyùn hái zài zhènjīng bù kěn xiāngxìn	Only Fate is still shocked and disbelieving
其实救赎早已解脱	Qíshí jiùshú zǎoyǐ jiětuō	Really, redemption has long since been freed
她的双脚全部都向内生长	Tā de shuāng jiǎo quánbù dōu xiàng nèi shēngzhǎng	Her two feet grow facing inwards
她的髋骨全部都向内生长	Tā de kuān gǔ quánbù dōu xiàng nèi shēngzhǎng	Her hipbones grow facing inwards
她的肩膀全部都向内生长	Tā de jiānbǎng quánbù dōu xiàng nèi shēngzhǎng	Her shoulders grow facing inwards
她的心脏全部都向内生长	Tā de xīnzàng quánbù dōu xiàng nèi shēngzhǎng	Her heart grows facing inwards
她的头发全部都向内生长	Tā de tóufǎ quánbù dōu xiàng nèi shēngzhǎng	Her hair all grows facing inwards
直到发丝湿润无比浸满脑浆	Zhídào fā sī shīrùn wúbǐ jìn mǎn nǎojiāng	Until the strands are soaked with brains
只有这样她才能够不再迷茫	Zhǐyǒu zhèyàng tā cái nénggòu bù zài mímáng	Only in this way can she no longer be lost
每个决定都不荒唐	Měi gè juédìng dū bù huāngtáng	Not a single decision is absurd
所以看吧这不过就是一场闹剧	Suǒyǐ kàn ba zhè bùguò jiùshì yī chǎng nàojù	So look, this is but a farce
直到最后结束时都无人叹息	Zhídào zuìhòu jiéshù shí dōu wú rén tànxí	Until the end comes no one may breathe a sigh
只有命运还在震惊不肯相信	Zhǐyǒu mìngyùn hái zài zhènjīng bù kěn xiāngxì	Only Fate is still shocked and disbelieving
其实悲伤早已死去	Qíshí bēishāng zǎoyǐ sǐqù	Really sadness has long since died

Source

• Romaji and English lyrics taken from https://vocaloidlyrics.fandom.com/